WHAT IF WE HAD NEVER......!!
Now thats a question im very sure everyone asks themselves every single day...
it can be in relation to anyplace..anything and anyone..
I without fail keep questioning myself with the above...
What if I had never been living in my City...?
What if i had never been to the school i did..?
What if I had never made the friends I made...?
What if I had never had met my husband...?
...there is a never ending list of "what if we never had...'
In this wide world of ours people usually think that destiny is pre-determined and we as individuals have no control in shaping our destiny...
..where i beg to differ because i believe the opposite to a certain degree....
If lives of every being around us from the flutter of a butterfly to the cooing of the cuckoo...
to every move and action we make was pre-ordained then it would surely mean that mercy and forgiveness meant nothing...mistakes would not be erased and we would be destined to hell...!!
I believe with strong conviction that the power of prayer is the ultimate source of shaping ones destiny...asking for Guidance from The Most Supreme is the key to finding ones way around..
I dont mean to get religious here..so full stop.
If it had not been for my daughter's birth we would have been in kuala lumpur 2 years ago and if it had not been for my son's birth it we would have been here 3 years back..and if they both had not meant to make an appearance we would have been here right away with our 1st daughter 5 years ago..
I guess its quite true when they say...(dont ask me who says?....like my husband tends to question me very often..and I simply say now...I SAY...)...there is a time and place for everything and everyone....we just need to persevere and pray for the best to happen...
So here i am with my family of 5 not knowing what to expect...i can just explore what is waiting to be explored....and if i have to walk a little cobblestone path to get to the boulevard lined with sugar maple trees....(why sugar maple?..because they almost go through a complete colour cycle..from shades of green to yellows to hues of orange and reds until they are shed in autumn..to begin yet another..)..so then be it!!
Just as I was coming home today..I actually enjoy taking the LRT....(much to my husbands enjoyment...he think im such a snob not to take it...)I couldn't help clicking this scene..if anyone watched the movie SLIDING DOORS..starring Gwyneth Paltrow...would relate to this scene without fail....the only difference my day ends with my loved one not without!!
Now thats a question im very sure everyone asks themselves every single day...
it can be in relation to anyplace..anything and anyone..
I without fail keep questioning myself with the above...
What if I had never been living in my City...?
What if i had never been to the school i did..?
What if I had never made the friends I made...?
What if I had never had met my husband...?
...there is a never ending list of "what if we never had...'
In this wide world of ours people usually think that destiny is pre-determined and we as individuals have no control in shaping our destiny...
..where i beg to differ because i believe the opposite to a certain degree....
If lives of every being around us from the flutter of a butterfly to the cooing of the cuckoo...
to every move and action we make was pre-ordained then it would surely mean that mercy and forgiveness meant nothing...mistakes would not be erased and we would be destined to hell...!!
I believe with strong conviction that the power of prayer is the ultimate source of shaping ones destiny...asking for Guidance from The Most Supreme is the key to finding ones way around..
I dont mean to get religious here..so full stop.
If it had not been for my daughter's birth we would have been in kuala lumpur 2 years ago and if it had not been for my son's birth it we would have been here 3 years back..and if they both had not meant to make an appearance we would have been here right away with our 1st daughter 5 years ago..
I guess its quite true when they say...(dont ask me who says?....like my husband tends to question me very often..and I simply say now...I SAY...)...there is a time and place for everything and everyone....we just need to persevere and pray for the best to happen...
So here i am with my family of 5 not knowing what to expect...i can just explore what is waiting to be explored....and if i have to walk a little cobblestone path to get to the boulevard lined with sugar maple trees....(why sugar maple?..because they almost go through a complete colour cycle..from shades of green to yellows to hues of orange and reds until they are shed in autumn..to begin yet another..)..so then be it!!
Just as I was coming home today..I actually enjoy taking the LRT....(much to my husbands enjoyment...he think im such a snob not to take it...)I couldn't help clicking this scene..if anyone watched the movie SLIDING DOORS..starring Gwyneth Paltrow...would relate to this scene without fail....the only difference my day ends with my loved one not without!!
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